मेरे अल्फ़ाज़ की आवाज़

कुछ अनकही बातें,
कुछ अनसुनी बातें,
जो मैं कह न सका जो तुम सुन न सकी ,
जाने क्यूँ अब ये अल्फाज़ो  को ढूंढ़ते है!!!

कभी आकर मेरे कविता से तो, कभी आकर मेरे शब्दो से लड़ पड़ते है ,
कभी मेरे सिरहाने आकर सो जाते, तो कभी आशु बनकर निकल पड़ते है।

कभी लगता है इन अल्फाज़ो को कब्र मे दफ़नाउ,
मगर यहाँ इनके दम घुटने लगते है।

क्या करू इन अल्फ़ाज़ों का अब ?
"ये भी तो मेरे सपनो का ही हिस्सा है"
एक असे सपने जो अंत तक है , मेरे आखरी सास तक है
वो बात अलग है कि ये अलफ़ाज़ आज तन्हा है
बिलकुल मेरी तरह। ..........
न ख़तम होने वाली यादों कि तरह। .....

Me And You....

खूब मिल बैठेंगे दो कवी
किसी गरीब खाने मे

पी रहे होंगे आधी आधी चाय 
किसी टूटी आशियाने मे 

गुजरते लोग सोचेंगे कितना है हम आवारा 
मगर वो क्या जाने दर्द ए दिल इसे ज़माने मे ,

रात होगी कब्र बन जायेंगे ये शहर वीराने मे
हम लिख रहे होंगे कोई कविता अपने महखाने मे ,

उम्र गुजर जायेंगे जब ,हो जायेंगे जुदा जब
जाने ये दीमक केसे पहुच जायेंगे उन पन्नो मे,

फटी पन्नो को देखकर समझेंगे लोग
कोई कवी भी था इसे ज़माने मैं

Abhi Abhi...

Jaane kahaan kho gayi tum
Ab dunde tujhko kidhar..

Kahaan kho gye sapne saare
Ab jaau main kidhar...

Abhi abhi to yahi kahi thi tum
Abhi abhi kahaan chali gayi...

Poochun main kis sey
Jaane sapne kese tum ban gayi...

Kis sey kahu
Jaane kese hum jine sikh liye...

Kal hi to muskuraya tha
Aaj jaane kese ro liye...

Jaane kahaan dunde tujhko
Tumko to kahi kho diye....

Main Kavi Hun....

Main kavi hun
Main kalpana karta hun
Main kavita likhta hun
Mere kalpana ki duniya bahut badi hai
Ismey kuch apne hai, kuch paraye bhi hai
Kuch meri yaaden hai,kuch logo ki yaaden hai
Main kavi hun.......

Main badal ki tarah awara to nahi, lekin mujhmey thahraaw bhi nahi
Main bhaagti duniya k sath bhaagta hun
Kuch apno ko to kuch sapno ko bachata hun
Thaki insaan k chehre m apne kavita ko dundta hun
Haste bacho ki aakhon mey alfaaz dundta hun
Kabhi masjid to kabhi mandeer m dar dar kar jata hun
Khud ko paane ki khoshish karta hun
Main kavi hun....

Khood k kavita se rooth jata hun
Khood ki alfaazon ko manata hun
Ise sisakti duniya m apne aap ko bheed m pata hun
Kabhi thand m thutharte insaan hun kabhi garmi m tapti raasta hun
Main kavi hun sabko raasta dikhata hun...

Main aaj ka kavi hun
Kavita bech kar paisa kamata hun
Matlabi duniya m apno ko dundta hun
Sunsaan sahar m madat ko chilata hun
Loot rahi ijjat m aadmiyata dundta hun
Main kavi hun khoyi insaaniyat ko jagata hun ....

Kuch Ajeeb Hua....

Kuch ajeeb hua...
Raah pe milkar bichad gye saathi...

Hua kuch ise tarah ki chaah k bhi bhool gye sathi...
Wo Kuch sapne ajeeb the, ab atit ban kar rah gye saathi..

Kuch ajeeb hua sathi
Maut aayi aur muskura kar lot gye saathi...

Ab dil na rota na hasta hai...
Kisi mod pe sayad rooth kar rah gye saathi....

Kuch ajeeb hua saathi...
Tumko yaad karte karte bhool Gye saathi...

Ab waqt milta hai tokhood par has leta hun...
Jindagi se ab rahi na koi malaal saathi....

Aaj fir se teri yaad aa gayi

Aaj fir se teri yaad aa gayi,

 Wo diye jo tumne jalaya tha ab bhi jal rahe hai

Bas tum kahi gum ho gayi.

 Sochta hun kabhi tere paas aa jau,

Magar jimewaari ne jakad rakha hai.

  

Raaho mey roshni aaj bhi hai,

Hamsafar koi nahi raha.

 Ab nahi hai koi apna jiskey kandho par sar rakh kar ro saku

Aksar silwato ko aashuon se gila kar jata hun.

 Jab bhi sitaro ko dekhta hun,

Teri tasweer yaad aati hai.

 Jaane kahaan kho gayi ho tum 

Ab sapno mey bhi nahi aati hai.

 Ab khud ko ainaa mey dekh kar muskurata hun 

Hasne ki koi wajah na rah gayi.

Jaane khaan kho gayi tum in sitaro mey,

Ab to najar bhi nahi aati hai.

 Aa jao DIYA ab waapis tum,

Ab ye diya ki roshni bhi chubhne lagi hai.

A Call

It's 4 AM in India and 5:27 PM EST in America(PA).
Since morning I was completely upset, my mind was blown up due to different thoughts.A thought that was keeping no important for my life, for my work but,still i was thinking.Came to office still upset sitting in my cabin and doing nothing thinking about what i was thinking whole day.My HR came to my cabin and told me to edit some stories of a writer(I can not maintain the name of that writer because it is not allow in our profession).
Suddenly I got a call on my desk and when I picked the call i was amazed that i was talking to the same person whose book i was editing her voice was so melodious(perhaps Cleopatra sound was not so melodious in the Antonio Cleopatra).The second time in my life i was so amazed after listening such kind of voice first it was my sister Simran when she first time utter the word Bhaiya(Brother).
I request that sweet voice woman to come for video conference and i was amazed that she is just 21 years old girl and she has a great knowledge on Gita.I talked to her more than three hours and today she taught me about real meaning of life thanx to her who shows me the real meaning of life.