Sunday, September 4, 2011

ABOUT PAST

AFTER A LONG I GOT TIME TO THINK ABOUT MY PAST SITTING IN MY 6/8 ROOM
in this room i spent best part of my life nd the better part what i lost now i started stop thinking in all these thing all those dream which i saw in the past has been vanished and i dont have any courage to think about new one so i have decided to fulfill the dream of my mom nd dad but, the question is (is a am or not)
I KNOW WHAT I DID IN THE PAST but i dont know what i am going to do in the future even if i will get success i dont know whether i will be happy or not or i have to keep fake smile on my face which i am doing all these days dont know i have no answer and even i am not trying to get the answer of my future every day i am trying to go near and near to my goal
WHAT I WANT TO BE IN FUTURE NO ONE ASKED ME
sometimes i think what i am studying is it going to give me benefit in the future or not what happened all these study when i will got job simply i have to sell all these books so the answer is than why i am studying all these and the answer is for my job and what after job marriage and than what about my dream no reply no one has answer
NO ONE IS NEAR TO ME WHOM I CAN SHARE MY FEELING SO I AM PEN IT DOWN
i dont think so any one can understand me every body asks me a question in these days what are you doing i have no answer
so job is not my destination but give them answer i have to take a job
MONEY IS EVERYTHING TODAY SUCCESS MEANS MONEY
what about my dream its just a joke now for me and even to my friends today the question is success but i dont know what is this success getting job or what
its raining in the outside around 2 am and i am still thinking about my dream a dream that can never be completed that is just a joke for me now so the answer is incomplete for me what is the success
ONE INTERESTING THING YOU WILL NOTICE IN THIS ARTICLE THERE IS NO PUNCTUATION MARKS WHY NOW JUST THINK ABOUT THIS ........